Well, there is some stuff going on my life now, and I would like to share it with you!
During the week, I got cyber school. It's hard to find motivation to actually DO the schoolwork. I wish I had someone who could encourage me.. I take British and World Literature and Chemistry. For some reason, Chemistry just goes over my head. I just can't comprehend what is being taught. School is just tough, but I gotta go out strong, because I'm a senior. There is NO way I'm repeating senior year. That would be embarrassing!
Also in life, I'm making a lot more Youtube videos. You probably knew that though ;) I feel like if I'm good at something, I should pursue it. They don't have classes for stuff like that ha. I also am still involved with music. Actually, I'm going to be playing guitar for this new church going on! It'll be on Saturday nights, and I was honorably asked to play guitar and sing. I'm going to do it :) You should visit some time! Yes, you! :) I plan on worshiping the Lord to the furthest extent that I can. All I've got. I'm not embarrassed to if people I know are there. I'm not going to act calm and restrained if you show up. What you see is what you get :)
Other than that, I really am just at home. Bored. I'm trying to connect to people, but it just seems like school, work, and other people block the reception. I LOVE Skyping people. I love it because even though they are so far away, they feel like they're right here with me :) I miss talking to my friends. I just seem out of touch with everything.. Hmm. Maybe going to ENC might help..
OH! I didn't tell you? That's so crazy! Yeah ha on Thursday, October 20th, I embark on going to Boston. I'm SO excited!! I'm visiting Eastern Nazarene College, and I have been waiting YEARS to go there! I can't wait to see people I already know, and meet new people along the way! :D I'm also getting my senior pictures done too! :) I'm so pumped! I hope they turn out nice!
Oh yeah.. College-wise, I really don't know what I'm going to do.. I've always wanted to go to ENC, but I don't know.. There are so many choices out there, and I'm just not sure.. I thought I was, but I was wrong ha.. The options I have are UPJ, ENC, and Grove City College. I just don't know. I know a very good man, named Jeff Lytle. He is a history teacher at a Christian school, and a father to a wonderful family. He told me that him and two of his kids went to Grove City, and they loved it. My mom works at UPJ, and that means I would get free tuition. ENC is really far away from everybody, and it's kind of expensive.. People always tell me that it's always so nice to be out of college, and to not have to pay anything off.. I realize this, but I don't want to go there just because I have an open door. If I feel led to go to UPJ, then I will. At this point I just don't know. I never will know what my future holds.
So God, please show me whichever way You want me to go. It's all in Your will.. I know you'll provide for whatever storms come my way, but this college one is a tsunami compared to the usual storms. Please guide me in the way that You want me to go.
Sincerely,
Canaan
