Happy New Year everyone! :) I hope that yours is going very well! Let's start the year off with some things going on.
First things first: Have you ever had that person in your life where as soon as you see them, or hear their voice, you feel annoyed? I feel that way with one of my (real) sisters. She is 24 years old, still lives at home, and the way she is.. It's just not like me. We don't relate that well at all. I don't think we ever have.. I feel terrible for saying these things, but I have to get this off my chest. I love my friends so much, and I would never ever act this way towards anyone.. I think the real problem why I feel this way towards her is because she tries to mother me around all the time. I'm 18 years old, and she's treating me like I'm 10.
The other day I was in the living room, playing a game. It was getting pretty late. She walks in, looks at me, and says (in a motherly tone) "Now Canaan, what are the rules?" I looked at her clueless, because I had no idea on earth what she was talking about. She turned off the lights to the living room and said "Lights are supposed to be off by midnight" O.o Ughghhgghhgh. I liked it whenever she stayed at the college, because she wasn't here that much, but she wasn't here too little. Just the perfect amount. I guess I'll wait it out until she gets married (this fall).
I never have problems with people. I'm the most kind-hearted guy you will probably ever meet. Something about her though..It just strikes a nerve with me for some reason. Dylan (her fiance) is really cool, but he never talks to me at all. I wish I could get more alone time with him.. I don't know. Hopefully when they get married, she will move out and live elsewhere. I get so stressed over this stuff, I don't know why..
But yeah! Life otherwise is great. I have had a pretty good year (so far), and I can't wait to see what happens! I have made so many new friends last year, and a few have stuck with me :D One family in particular is just awesome. This family knows who they are, and I can't say who it is, because one of the daughter's asked that I keep her and her family in private. ;) This family is just so great, and I couldn't be happier! We do lots of fun stuff together! Watch scary movies and laugh at them, eat pancakes, make doughnuts, go to the stores, laugh at awkward stuff, hair salons, antique stores (not junk stores), football games (you owe me a milkshake) and so much more awesome things!
Also, I play worship Saturday nights at the camp in Butler I always go to. I have such a blast :) Worshiping the Lord is just awesome! (The food doesn't hurt either haha) It feels as if there are so many things in life happening right now, but really there isn't hah. Life can get so busy sometimes.. Sometimes you have to sit back, smell the roses, and catch the moments in life before the slide right past you.
I'll be back soon,
Canaan
